Directions?

it has been a long time since i've updated my blog.
so sorry for those who care to check for new post!

well, just wanted to blog about one issue.
this one issue that have been bothering me, even till this very moment.
i've been wondering was that choice i made right or wrong.
it seems right in the first place.
cause its nothing wrong to do what i did.
but as time goes by, i started to think the opposite way.
i feel bad.
i feel bad to keep it from so many people.
i dont even know why i have to hide it from them.
is it that i'm feeling guilty?
i dont know what i should do now.
continue or stop?
hurt others or suffer alone?

i need directions...

was the feeling mutual?
or was it just me thinking too much?